
aprilmacfadden
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hi, when I remember my past love experience. I ,most certainly think of only the sad that it brought to me, and how it still affects my life, still to this day. When I think of those times gone by, even when, I look back at the good times, with out a doubt never brings me good feelings. The reason for this is that, even the good memories bring on sad feelings in my heart. Because, all I can think about is what if, or if I could have only been this way, or that way,,,just maybe, it could have worked out.? But, the truth is like my father, use to always tell me, once it's over you can truly never go back as nothing stays the same, all things do change, and for that you can be sure that, nothing nor does any one stay the same. Not to mention that the grass is not always greener on the other side. Once in "EX" always and ex. It's to bad, that some people, won't say what this truly means, but the facts are, that once you've been in love, that love will always be in your heart, no matter how many other relationships, you may have along the way towards your destiny in the path of Love.. We, are always some how going to try to replace, or keep a fraction of that long lost love and, the feelings it left us with only, to carry on parts of those good times, as well as those bad times, for us once again to entwine, with that other true love that binds us once again while on our path to our other Soul- Mate. So, the past always brings to me sad memories, as do the good memories once experienced with the first true love of my life, as it will never happen in that same fashsion we once shared with that "one" person. And that's so sad to have to deal with. So, if we do have a next life time. My motto, will be.. " get it right the first time" because, its the last time. |