Can someone please translate from englsh to spanish but not using web translator?

Hola Beautiful, it is cool to finally communicate with you more fully. I hope it is not costing too much because internet is so expensive at your side. You should take up Juan Carlos' offer to teach you English.. if you do, I will learn Spanish! I had the feeling you didn't really trust me to be my word. Maybe that is why you were so quiet on that last night -- and always so "busy" ha ha! Or maybe you have met people before who have made promises and let you down? Yes I am a little crazy but I rely so much on what I observe and I see that you are very proud, and good, and someone very true to yourself, like I am. So you deserve all the world can give you. January is not so far away. My children are doing really great now, and my son seems to have come to terms with his father not being around. He is pretty smart for a four year old. Summer is on the way, my work is great and life seems full of promise. I miss the music -- and I can still remember how you smell! Please keep writing.